||[Jul. 29th, 2005|07:12 am]
Oh! I'm still getting all choked up over the wedding! It was beautiful and amazing, and it was all the more beautiful and amazing because it almost didn't happen. That sounds weird, I know, but it was all poigniant and everything...just going to show once again how perfect Piper and Leo are for each other.
I think things are better between Prue and me, too, although it sure took her getting one helluva dramatic wake-up call about resenting her role...not just as a Charmed One, but as a sister. I could feel really hurt about that, but I don't think it's about her taking care of Piper and me over the years; I think it's more about how she's assumed resposibilities even she didn't realize she was taking on, and how overwhelming life can become if you're all focused on the stuff you have to do rather than the stuff you want to do.
Again, I feel justified in my decision about Cole, because if I hadn't decided to take a chance, it might've been me wishing I could live out my life through my dreams, throwing way too much caution to the wind. As it is, I think I've got a pretty good balance going. Yeah, okay, maybe I've been a little up and down and back and forth about some stuff over the past few months, but hey, you can't say I haven't had a lot to go through!