|Understanding and acceptance
||[Jul. 20th, 2005|06:19 am]
Now I understand. I understand the struggle that must be going on inside Cole, but that doesn't mean I can accept him. Fine, I admit it: I love him. It's deeper than I thought it was, but that doesn't make it right to feel this way or to give in to the temptation of it. Did he help us out? Of course. And I'm proud of him for making the effort. But seeing how fine that line can be between good and evil? I don't want to risk it. I don't want to risk myself, and I sure as hell don't want to risk Piper or Prue.
I have my priorities straight now, and as much as it might hurt, my life cannot include Cole in it. My sisters and doing the right thing...that's good, and that's my choice.
If Cole loves me, he has to respect that. That would be his way to do the right thing, not this crazy "not giving up on me" business. I'm hoping he can see it in his heart to just let me go.
Either that, or --
No. No "or." He has to let me go.